#ThatAwkwardMoment when you are wanking and your dad enters your room #okbye
Why do women make the cardinal mistake of thinking you can change a man? Why do some women turn men to projects they need to work on? This sickens and disgusts me. Why go back on the terms and conditions of something?
Is sticking to one’s word so difficult?
“Love does not live here at the moment” was what I told you. You replied me asking “Who told you I was looking for love?”. This conversation gave birth to the union of two people who after discussing found out they wanted to keep things strictly physical.No emotions.
We hooked up often and yes we did have fun. Even after we were done I could still hear those passionate moans and groans that we made and how our sweaty bodies glided against one another and I felt like we were one. I could still feel your hot breath on me. Things became frequent and we found new ways to amuse and pleasure ourselves.It seemed perfect.Nothing could go wrong. I was so wrong.
The nagging started. I could not understand why you were nagging. The last time I checked we were not dating so why should you nag. Why should I put up with you complaining that I do not call or text you post-coitus? Why should I put up with all the questions about the phone calls I refuse to pick while you are around?
You put the final nail in the coffin when you tried to tie me down and make me commit to something that was not true. I was suspicious at first and you refusing to take a test was the first thing that confirmed my suspicion. Asking me not to tell my folks was the second and you been the one to suggest getting rid of it was the last thing that proved me right. You claim to have lied to me because you love me and did not want me to go and you were hoping I would change.
I blame myself for everything. I should have understood when you started nagging that you had developed feelings. I should have just let you be. I should have seen how you so much believe in fairy tales. I should have let someone who was ready for you to meet you and make you happy. Even now because of all that happened you have sworn off men. I know I should feel guilty but I do not because you knew what you were getting into. Please move on with your life. Not every guy is me. I hope you get to read this. This is not apology, it is not.
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